I am infatuated with 4 girls right now
most of which I could never have.
Pathetic? yes.
- J.T
Monday, July 16, 2007
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
She's so high
So I got a new girlfriend
and shes UBER amazing
and shes UBER amazing
Her nae is RaeAnne, I'v been beating around the bush with her for 3 years now.
I reeeeally like her.
And I'm really lucky to have her.
Guys like me shouldint get girls this pretty!
<3
- J.T
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
Letters Never Sent pt. 2
Dear _____;
You really have hurt me, you know that?
I know that sounds stupid, but you did.
And I feel like a total dick, because despite the fact its not true, I feel as if its my fault I let you slip through my fingers.
I guess truly opening up to you... Letting you see who I actually am... was a mistake. A big one. Apparantly, I unwittingly put everything onto your shoulders, and for that, I am sorry.
And now you continue to engage me in these friendly conversations, as if nothing happened. Because, of course, you still want to be "just friends." And you know, I go along with it. I act fine. I act like I'm not heart broken, which I am. I act as if I to want to dont truly care about what we had. But heres the real truth;
I'm not ok.
Its not so easy for me to casually talk to you, normally, because heres another truth;
When I told you I loved you, I meant it.
You arint yesterdays news to me. I havint forgotten about it. I doubt I will. I dont know how you do it... I guess things just werint as amazing for you.
Of course, its not like I'm ever going to actually tell you these things.
Because you see, I still love you. And as such, I still care about you. I know you dont... I'm just some dude to you. But hey, thats just me, loser as I am.
I love you,
and I truly miss you.
-J.T
You really have hurt me, you know that?
I know that sounds stupid, but you did.
And I feel like a total dick, because despite the fact its not true, I feel as if its my fault I let you slip through my fingers.
I guess truly opening up to you... Letting you see who I actually am... was a mistake. A big one. Apparantly, I unwittingly put everything onto your shoulders, and for that, I am sorry.
And now you continue to engage me in these friendly conversations, as if nothing happened. Because, of course, you still want to be "just friends." And you know, I go along with it. I act fine. I act like I'm not heart broken, which I am. I act as if I to want to dont truly care about what we had. But heres the real truth;
I'm not ok.
Its not so easy for me to casually talk to you, normally, because heres another truth;
When I told you I loved you, I meant it.
You arint yesterdays news to me. I havint forgotten about it. I doubt I will. I dont know how you do it... I guess things just werint as amazing for you.
Of course, its not like I'm ever going to actually tell you these things.
Because you see, I still love you. And as such, I still care about you. I know you dont... I'm just some dude to you. But hey, thats just me, loser as I am.
I love you,
and I truly miss you.
-J.T
Monday, June 4, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
I Want You (She's So Heavy)
Fuck this.
Fuck you all.
I have decided to live by a new philosophy.
Make decisions and never look back.
Fuck you. I dont need any of you.
Not anymore.
Fuck you all.
I have decided to live by a new philosophy.
Make decisions and never look back.
Fuck you. I dont need any of you.
Not anymore.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
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